| | Wow, talk about Karma!
Make just ONE crack about a fed you've never worked for having a small crowd. You know what happens? Three months later you work for a Bambi's Dollhouse show with 10 people.  That's what I get, I suppose.
Honestly, I had more fun working that show than I did working Mossy Head the night before! I was all excited about the show Saturday... Lobo was making his return, Trch was finally facing Hyppo one on one, and... I just had a really off night. I was completely lost during the four way, or so I felt. We were told not to go outside the ring, and there just wasn't any room for me to work. Maybe I'll get it with more experience, I dunno. Then my Trch match actually went pretty well... But I totally screwed the oatmeal spot. It all came out of the bowl one giant clod, and it wasn't half as nasty as at Bambi's. The Bambi's show was a completely different deal for me...
I came there finding out I'm to go against Ghost Face again. "Damn it!" I thought... It's nothing against him, really... I just don't seem to have good chemestry with him. I'm not sure what it is. I have such trouble reading him in the ring, and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's just a coinsidence, I don't know. Every match I'd had with him thus far was crap, and it felt like it was my fault each time. I hate that. But I'm rambling.
Anyways, I'm in a match with him one more time. He was really patient with me, I told him how I tense up in the ring with him, and he talked me through the match. He calmly told me what he thought I was doing wrong, and gave me pointers on how to fix it. We end up having by far the best match we'd ever had together. Taking the Burning Hammer was a lot of fun. And the Trch match... HA! I'd never had so much fun in a match in my entire life! Seriously! We pretty much did the same match we did the night before, but we brushed up the spots, added a few more, and the spot ended with both of us vomiting and throwing it all over each other. I had never tried so hard in my life not to laugh during a match.
Today was kind of a crappy day... I got very little of what I wanted done, and the house was very... tense. I've been in more violent places, more hectic... but I don't think I've lived in a place with so much unhappiness. There's really no venting here anymore, though... I thought this would be a cool place for friends to hear exactly what's going through my head, but it's caused more arguments than anything else. I'll just leave it at I desparately wish I could do something to make things better here, or at least see a full week where somebody doesn't hate someone else, or there's stomping and screaming and cursing and people demeaning and degrading others. If people could just be nice... *sigh*
Anyways... It's 3:30 now, and I've got me a work day at 11am. I'm going to bed.
EDIT: For good measure, I think I'll add the following lovely tidbit from my favorite author... can anyone guess who would write such endearing prose?
"Madame de Saint-Ange -- "This scepter of Venus you have before your eyes, Eugenie, is the primary agent of love's pleasure: it is called the member: there is not a single part of the human body into which it cannot introduce itself. Always obedient to the passions of the person who wields it, sometimes it nests there (She touches Eugenie's cunt.), this is the ordinary route, the one in widest use, but not the most agreeable; in pursuit of a more mysterious sanctuary, it is often here (She spreads wide Eugenie's buttocks and indicates the anus.) that the libertine seeks enjoyment." |
