And you thought living with me was bad, SPANKY. Is the Prof. still infested with fleas, or did he leave them all with me so I'd have to fumigate the house repeatedly? Not that poor creature's fault I suppose. Still, I would "grid your empty skull with my boot heel" for such an unpleasant experience for EVERYONE involved in that fiasco.

Hello,

 Whats up? NADTH

First of all I don't care who reads this but I will be heard. I have lived in this house for almost 2 years now and have known these people for 4 years. These people are the most loving and caring and heart filled people I know. When my life was so far down and death was my best freind, I was planing to die! But I meet this one person (Sam) and she got me to meet more people (Missy, Kimmie and Ron) and the people I just met then helped me to meet the person inside of me that I didn't konw. The real me. The person you all know now. These people are my family. I love them all. I will never leave these people and I will tell all I will meet and to the ones I know now, i tell them all the time that these people love me and I love them. The whole reason I say this now is because My mother, sister and father are getting hurt. And by some one they all love. Nathan if you read this I will be happy, not because you read my Xanga, but because you will know how I feel about you, that girl and your spoiled dog! I thought that you were nice until you started this stuff and I fpund out how you really are. You are a Hypocrite. You say you don't judge the people around you but you do, you judge them becase they don't have the same stuipd SICK ways as you! I just want to say that if I see you at all I will say more to your face. You think you are doing good (in your eyes anyway) but your are not.

Now I will say this, That damn Dog of yours did shit in the house, I saw it! When it was outside we (Me and Ron) gave it a big thing of ICE water, and food. We put him in the shade. And I went out there to see if he was okay, and stay for awhile. Kyle did it too and so did Missy and Ron!  I don't like that damn dog but, I will not hurt him. I have more respect for animals than that. The water on the T.V. thing, (well you both forget or just want people to think you two were the victim.) There is over 2,000 dollers worth of electrical stuff over there (two computers, a scanner, a monitor, battery backup, keyboard and mouse). You two were saying that you were not going to do that any more, but you both did it the whole time ya'll were here. And we all  knew it was you. You both can't lie to someones face when you knew you did it. Yes Missy yelled after awhile at you two becase you were not listening, and kept doing the things you promised to stop doing. At first it was her talking to you both and you two make it sound like she was trying to kill you! She is not that mean. And the whole rent thing, was not her idea to ask you, it was Ron's idea and the dogout side was Ron. You need to get your shit together befor you tell the story! I'm pissed off at the idea of people thinking that Missy hurts us, She doesn't! She is one of those people who tries to help you all out. She spent money on food for you two to eat, cooked extra vegetables so you could eat dinner, serving your plates to you in Rachel's bedroom where you stayed most of the time. She helped you all out when you needed it and what did you two do? YOU USED HER, YOUR SISTER, RON, AND ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS HOUSE! And now you tell outright lies. I will not see you two as the "victims", because I saw what really happened in this house over the past 5 months. You two are the killers......and you two will just make this whole thing into one of your lies and tell all your friends that I'm mean and hatefull and that I'm a Bitch.....Well when it cames to the people who saved my life I will be and I will not sit here and let hateful peope like you fuck us over with lies.   Oh, I have one omer thank to say, I have an older bother and that i do love him, But if he ever did what you did yo your sister i would tell him to his faces.  I have to go but, than you for ateing this out of me and i will say it agian if i have to. This is also on my page.

If you didn't read my Xanga post on my board then I'll just copy/paste it here. This is my thoughts and if you or your friends send me hate mail about it oh well because HA! I don't check my e-mail anymore. I just got online because of the shit I found out this morning.

Alright...here we go!

Really Missy, what the fuck did we do to you? Well...you have done a number of things. First, you don't pick up after yourselves, overload the washing machine (Considering its a rather old model), leaving filled glasses of liquid (not specifying what kind because there's been random types) on expensive electronics, your damned dog shitting and pissing all over the house, going out and buying things that you don't NEED but apparently you don't get this and do it anyway, always wanting to use Mom's car instead of your own. You don't take responsibility. The picking up after yourselves, is fucking common sense people! God damn I may not do it as often as everyone wants but I do it. Overloading the washing machine. How many times has she told you, (not yelling because I know the difference apparently you both don't), "Please do not put more than one blankets in the washing machine, don't put more than three pairs of jeans in the washing machine, make sure you balance it out."? More than enough times. Leaving filled glasses of liquid on electronics...well lets see if I can SPELL it out for you. W-a-t-e-r + e-l-e-c-t-r-i-c-i-t-y i-s d-a-n-g-e-r-o-u-s a-n-d c-a-n c-a-u-s-e F-I-R-E! How hard it that? Apparently you didn't listen to your damned Science classes in school which is probably why you ended up this way in the first place. Your dog using our house as a bathroom. Well...if you remember, a while back our dining room had a carpet. Your dog used our dining room as a bathroom caused the carpet to go bad and we had to take it up. I was there when they did it. And they were NOT happy at it. They (meaning both Mom and Ron) had a good damned reason to be upset, that's THEIR house, not yours. When you get your own damned place (not like it's anytime soon since you mooch off of people too damned much because your fucking wannabe wife wants so bad to be a hobo) you can let the dog do that. I'm waiting for Emily to kick you guys out because as far as I have heard she doesn't have any animals and when she finds shit all over the place she'll kick you out. Going out and buying things you don't need, well.. I understand that there is a lot of things you see that you want. But when you have to pay your own bills when you get your own house you'll both be short of money because both of you go out and buy CD Players, Jackets that are too expensive (such as the Jacket at Hot Topic), CD's, Video Games, Game Systems, etc. You do not NEED any of these things. You only NEED the three nessecities of life (food, shelter, clothing). That's it. Using Mom's car instead of your own... I think I'll add this to the next thing. Not taking responsibility. Hmm... that covers EVERY FUCKING THING I have covered including Mom's car. You totaled her MUSTANG about 3 years ago (a rough estimate of time, not totally sure when) because of your incompetentce (lack of sufficient knowledge for those of you who don't know the definition I was nice enough to give it) and you expect immediate forgiveness? I wouldn't forgive you that fast...I mean I would have been glad if you were okay but that was my mothers first car with her name on it...All the other cars she has owned in the past had someone else's name on it first then her name. Alright...this has concluded the first sentence. NEXT!

This whole "spreading lies and making everyone hate you" is fucking bullshit! No its not. You have spread your fucking lies to your friends, to Rachel, Evey, and I. You gave me the dirtiest fucking look when I defended her. What do you expect? I see your flaws and I'm not about to go against my knowing of what's right and wrong to make your sappy ass look like St. Peter! Fuck that shit...I'd rather die than do something stupid. Ian's mother came over a few years ago to bitch my mother out because you told her that we weren't feeding you. If you remember correctly, you ate a bad burrito ( I don't remember exactly what you ate but I think it was a taco or burrito) and you went into the hospital with food poisoning. You lost a lot of weight due to diarrhea, so you spread that lie to her and she was coming to defend you until my mother pulled out the records of the hospital. Then Ian's mother was pissed at you for your lying. Now...am I right? Yes... because I was there when she got there! See now I'm glad I don't have much of a life...people say I don't pay attention when I do. NEXT!

 Do you remember when Tanya folded up a few sleeping bags and put them on the front porch, waiting for you to come home so she could ask to borrow your car and take them to the laundry mat? Remember screaming at her over it? Telling her you wanted her out of the house, that she ruins everything around there, you're sick of her crap, etc etc, cutting every sentence she tried to make off, untilshe left, and I had to come home to her sobbing in bed? I will agree with my mother on this. You both sound like your fucking mother...always twisting words around to make it sound as if you're always the victim. You're crying wolf...soon no one will believe you and you will fall victim of something really true (as you really are a victim in that kind of situation) and no one will believe you, not even your father. Your mother might...but I'm not talking about her...she's for a different day. The sleeping bags....it wasn't just a few sleeping bags...it was almost every fucking blanket it in the house...and she didn't need to leave them outside. She could have just piled them up on the couch which was right next to the door,  if there was stuff in the way you could have picked up the stuff and put it away (OMG! That's just so hard I could die! *sarcasm note*). And according to my sources, Tanya's always upset and crying in bed. And you're always "There to save her" If I was in her shoes, I would have complied. Or if I was in your shoes, Nathan, I would have told her that she should have done the said suggestion because it would have made more sense and not have had my mother to do anything about it. Next!

I fucking hated you that moment. I thought you were the worst monster I had ever met. I thought you were heartless, and finally believed that you do get a kick out of hurting people, as I've heard you say. According to both you and Tanya, you're always hating her. Nathan, you've hated her since we moved here. I guess it's because you still act like a seven year old who's parents were divorced and the father found a new woman. Well grow up a little damn it...I got over it and I'm younger than you! My mother is not heartless...she didn't want you to move back because of this shit and all the stress it causes on all of us. Ron doesn't need any more stress because of the fact that he has had a heart attack in the past and he was in the hospital because of stress. The man doesn't need any more stress than he already has with taking care of so many people and with not enough income. I'm not suprised you're calling her a heartless person. Does that make you GOD? No...it makes you sound stupid because you're heartless to everyone else too. NEXT! It better be good...

But you know what? You know how many times that story was told to people? You know how many times I "demonised" you, and made you out to look as bad as I could? I'm pretty sure it was once. Is that supposed to be demonized or demonished? I can't tell cause they both fit in the sentence. Anyway... You've done this more than once...it's your fault that Rachel has gone backwards because she wants to be just like her fucked up brother and his hobo wife. That's not my fault, not my mothers fault, not the cat's fault. You take the liberty of blaming YOUR mistakes on someone else and say you're Mr. Innocent while also making sure people treat you as Mother Theresa. That's the oldest thing I have ever heard. But I can't be too much of a hypocrite because I've done it myself. I learned from my mistakes, why can't you? Cause you're too hyped up about being the "best wrestler there is" and that "everyone must bow down to you oh mighty Nathan". I don't buy it and I will never buy it. Next!

I wasn't able to stay home and console Tanya, I had to go back to work... I started crying in front of my boss, and he asked me what was wrong. That was it. I didn't tell anyone in the household what you did, or how horrible I thought you were for it. I wouldn't be suprised if you did go off and tell your boss how horrible and mean we are. Of course, no one would ever hear it from you. There's nothing wrong with you...is there? Nope...you're perfectly fine *all in sarcasm*. Next!

But fuck, if "Professor" supposedly shits in a corner of the house you never go to, or I leave a cup in the living room... I'd give you ten bucks if the entire household didn't hear about it. I have never met anyone who purposefully tries fucking with people's emotions more than you. Well...honestly I can say that this has to take the cake. First off, he DID shit in the corner of the house... the shit is a little too wide for a cat to have done it. And dog piss has a distinctive smell to it...cat's it a little stronger. Mom and I should know this because we lived in a house with 24 dogs, and 12 cats. The dogs didn't go outside enough and they shit all over the house. See...I know how it is. Also...ten bucks? Wow...you actually have enough money to give up instead of spending it all on yourselves? Oh my god! I'll have to make an award for it. Mom does NOT purposefully try to fuck up people's lives and emotions... you haven't seen her actually yell have you? Maybe... if you were around when mom and dad faught when I was younger, you'd understand the meaning of yelling. NEXT!

Who tries getting people to hate each other, or makes individual people feel like shit more than you. So don't you fucking dare talk to Tanya like that. She can talk to whoever she wants like that. What makes her to fucking special?

She kissed your ass when you deserved to have it beaten. She never spoke back to you, and was nothing but kind to you. I think the only person who deserves to be beaten is you. Maybe after every hit you'll learn to not be so egotistical about yourself and start learning the values of life. Other people should come before you do. Or else you'll have to face the consequences of bad karma. I don't care how you treat me, as long as you leave my mother out of this. My mother has been a saint compared how you two act, saying rape is funny, and eating dead babies. That's another thing... if you both are vegetarian, why would you want to eat a dead baby? Isn't that... *gasp* meat?!

She tiptoed around you the whole time she was at that house, and I hate myself for bringing her near you. You should hate yourself besides that... I'd hate myself too if I acted the way you did. And how the hell is mom supposed to know there was a problem with Tanya? She always hid in RACHEL's room! WTF?! There's nothing else here for this specific quote...just hold on... I'm almost done.

Fuck, you should have been happy to have someone you could degrade and yell at so horribly without reprocussion... you seemed to enjoy it enough. My mother doesn't degrade. She's blunt. Get it right. She won't lie to you if you ask her a question. She doesn't enjoy it because it causes pain, but so does lying. So she might as well give the truth as far as telling something. She doesn't yell, she actually tried her hardest to keep her tongue. She has been really polite until the last few days. Tying the dog up in the yard was all Ron's idea. HE went out and bought the stake and chain...HE went out of his way to make sure he had plenty of ICE water and FRESH DOG food outside and where he put the stake was close to Diane's car so he could go under the car or into the little closet room thing outside when it got to hot and he can lay out in the shade. If you weren't too stupid to figure out that the dog is a chiuaua and it needs exercise and doesn't need to look like a fucking sausage then you would have been greatful.

 

There you go. I hope you enjoy my special experience of downsizing idiots.

*sighs*...My back is hurting really bad and I took my pain killers to try to get it to stop hurting so this maybe the most incoherent post I have ever done but I'm gonna give it a shot....

Was that post the best thing you could do? Calling Missy a monster and heartless is a good thing to do?  How?  Did it make you feel better to hurt someone? 

Did you know that when you left Missy said that even with everything that had gone on that if things didnt work out at Emily's that we should take you back in because she didnt want to see you homeless.  She was homeless for a while, she knows what it is like to live in a shelter and she didnt want you or Tanya to have to go through that.

Odd statement for someone that hates you dont you think?

Odd that if Missy is all you say she is, that people who dont have to live here do....Kimmie is certainly old enough and has had a few offers, but she stays here...Evie is old enough so is Barton, and they stay here.  Odd behaviour indeed on thier part if Missy is all you say she is isnt it?  Clearly enough she has Evies loyalty and affection, and her and Evie have had thier arguements too, and after all the dust clears they still love each other....Heartless....

How many times did you promise to help out more, only to slip back in to doing as little as possible?  How many times since May 10th or so did you Do something around here?  Dishes or take out the trash or something like that?  Once or twice a week or so?  You certainly didnt go out of your way to help did you?  I am just glad your being so helpfull at Emily's house..

How many times did you promise to take Proffessor Brain out more often so he wouldnt crap on the floor, only to take off for 12 to 24 hours to go partying? 

Odd behaviour on your part since you said  "I love Proffesor Brain like he was my own child"  I had told you the day before that if you go somewhere to take the dog with you but you couldnt be bothered I suppose.

The day I put Proffesor Brain outside I didnt know where you were, when you would be back or anything like that.  When I got up I spent a couple of hours relaxing then went to Wal-Mart for a two week grocery shopping trip and picked up the things needed to keep Proffesor Brain comfortable in the back yard.  That took just about 2 more hours. 

I got home and dropped the stuff off and went to Lowes to buy the stuff to rehang Evie's and Sam's Bedroom door, came home and did that, about another hour or so spent.  Only then did I go and put Proffesor Brain outside so call it about 5 to 6 hours after I woke up that he went outside, a bit after 3 at the earliest, maybe as late as 330.  Was ceraintainly past the heat of the day, and I gave him ice water and a bowl of dog food and checked on him after about 30 minutes or so to make sure he was all right.  I did all those other things first just to dely putting him outside, hoping you would come home and get him.  When you finally did show up you were outraged that we did such a thing and tried to tell me that you didnt think it was him making the messes at all, that it was the cats.

And later that night when you went to Emily's to make arrangements ( or so I believe thats where you went ) you left Proffesor Brain behind again, why?  Why would you leave someone you loved like your own child with someone like me that would be so cruel to the dog?

Odd thing, since he left there have been no more damp spots in the carpets or crap on the floor, cats must have decided to stop eh?

As to the Demonizing, well your descriptions of Lind'a and Rose's were certainly colorfull, if nothing else this would lead one to wondering just what you say about them when your elsewhere....

And the sealed bottle of gatoraid?  Tell me that was the first time it was mentioned to not put liquids around 3000 dollars worht of electronics.  Tell me you didnt see the power strip for the whole mess right behind the TV there, tell me it shouldnt matter that your asked over and over again to not do this and still keep doing it over and over again.

How many times have you and Missy reconciled your differences?  3?  4?  After each one you admitted that you were in the wrong on this or that or the other.  What makes you think this time is any different?  I am sick and tired of you trashing Missy when ever you get bent out of shape over something and go and twist things to make it all her fault.  Its the same thing over and over again just the details change.

Am I sayng Missy is a saint?  No, but you sure as hell pushed things to the point they got to and now your trying to lay it all at her feet, and that Nathan is just flat out wrong.

Its taken 3 hours to write this and I am having a hard time thinking straight and seeing the screen clearly, but basically Nathan let me ask you this, with the single exception of Josh's house where you lived for about 4 to 5 weeks I think, can you tell me of any place that you have lived for a long streach of time and things didnt go to hell in a handbasket? 

Do you ever wonder why?  Its not that hard to cypher, just think of it this way...the one constant in all these arrangements is that you have been dependent on and beholden to others for some of lifes basic needs.  This is not a good thing.

Get your own place, stand on your own two feet, and stop having others provide for you the basic necessities of life. Maybe then your life will stop being such an emotional roller coaster and you can start looking ahead further than the next place you will shack up in.

Oh and Tanya made an odd comment, when I mentioned that there were trailers for rent over by the Base, she said something about hurricanes and wanting to keep her stuff.  Passing strange that someone who wants to be a hobo would be so concerned about material things..  Anyway tell her that I did check it out and the site the trailers are on is above the expected storm surge from a class 5 hurricane, so while it might blow away or get crushed by a tree its not going to float off into the sunset.

I suspect all of these replys will disappear, after all your other readers may get the feeling that there might be another side to this story, and we cant have that can we?

I've been trying all day and yesterday too, to come up with something to say to you Nathan. Something that didn't include namecalling or any of the behavior you seem to sink to so easily.

I hope you really read the other responses. I hope you think about them. But...

I don't think you will. I don't think your emotionally capable. Some part of you seems to be broken.

Yes, sometimes we argue here, sometimes we hurt each other. but we ALWAYS Love each other. and Missy has done more for every single person in this house, then you have ever done for a single human being.  Odly enough, your included in that list. No matter how many times you've hurt her she's still tried to help you, tried to be there for you, tried to accept you into our family. Because the thing is Nathan, we Have made a family and No one excluded you from it .. except you.

Your father and sisters covered the other half truthes you made up. So I won't bother going into them again.

Just know, I don't agree with you. I don't see things your way. I don't belive a single word you've ever said now.  I live here, I saw how both you and Tanya and the dog were treated. My judgement on that..

better then you deserve.

I hope you grow up Nathan. I hope you find a way to fix yourself before you push away every single person in the world who could love you.

Holy shit, Nathan isnt acting like a little kid, think about having a spouse who when you came home everyday was crying there eyes out over someone in the house was saying to them, its not that his dad remarried, its that someone is being a bitch to someone else.

But I left a reasonable comment on that selina xanga. Its not all missys fault, its not all nathans fault, its a mixture. Read more there I guess.

AND NATHAN,

you're sexy.

MMMM....you want some?

lol..

"oof" *turns head*

You greasy, dirty, hapless, bedraggled, shit-stain covered, pole smoking, Nancy-boy. You should be more like your androgynously gay idol Moby and actually start practicing routine hygiene and cleanliness. After all, cleanliness is next to godliness, and that shouldn't be too hard for you to follow up with your messiah complex. Oh, and that kinky, frizzy pubic-esque hair has got to go, inquire at your local gay beauty salon whether or not they can give you the "Moby," which entails getting a blowjob and a dick shoved up your ass.

BTW, I read the rest of those comments and find them highly amusing. It's disgraceful that you call yourself a lover of animals yet you neglectfully abuse that Chihuahua of yours. Guess we can add hypocracy to your long list of flaws, you little bitch.

You'll never make it as a wrestler, you should quit poking around and start acquiring skills for a career you're ideally suited for - like choking down cock like a champ, and you've even had ample experience at that!

xanga - RonHull - GO AWAY!   Ok Nathan I saw it, it hurt, I will leave you alone now   I did not mean or want to hurt you, I want you to be happy in life and the advice  I have given you is the best I have to offer   Take Care   Love ya   Ron