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Posted by: NathanBeast Original: 9/21/2005 10:38 PM Views: 37 Comments: 18 eProps: 29 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Well... I suppose it's just about time. Time for a new Xanga... or other online journal... I guess I only have a few things left to say.

Dad, I didn't complain about every place I've lived except Josh's... I suppose I did commit the incredible, rediculous act of saying Tony wasn't too nice a guy. I confess, I'm sorry. I liked living with Mom for the most part, I enjoyed living with Josh, and Emily's is the nicest place I've been at. We're paying half the rent, have completely cleaned out several rooms in the house, we mop, mow the lawn, and do all sorts of chores daily. And we don't mind. We just didn't enjoy being treated like shit.

To the rest of the family... Sam. Hmm... the supposed bitching about you, spreading lies and telling everyone you and Evey are horrible... Did you read my last post? I wrote a little something about everyone in the house. I said I loved the both of you... but I was a little worried you didn't like me quite as much as I liked you. I see I was right.

Kimmie... I read everything everyone wrote, surprise surprise. I'm hurt... I wasn't expecting "god damned dog", "your stupid hobo wife" and the like.. and yeah, I'm pretty upset. Perhaps I'm just as emotionally immature as you suppose I am.

Well... it was nice to see everyone in the house go in turns trashing me. Fuck, I'll even admit I went overboard complaining about Missy... Tanya gave a very fairhanded account of how she felt. Missy went on her Xanga, calling her a liar, word twister, etc. It pissed me off. Read what she said! Any of you! What did she say that was wrong?! I was mad, I vented! I'm sorry.

None of you really seem to want anything to do with me... I don't think you'll see me too often anymore, don't worry.

This is the last journal entry that'll ever happen here... I've realised my thoughts, however much I'd like people to know them, has caused so much more hate and offense than understanding.

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It seems to me that your in a bit of a situation here....I am not one to judge, but all I know is that I have never heard anything more rediculous in my life..(talking about missy)....She was always nice to me, then again I didnt live there, and You and Tanya always talked about how much of a monster she was and so I think you did the right thing by getting out....I was thinking the other day.....What ever happend to the Nathan and Toby of old......With the exception of your time with Tanya, we were unseperable......Now I know you have your drugs and partying now, but dont forget about me....I miss you Nathan and want us to be as close as we used to be......Wrestling for me has takin a bit of a downward sprial.....I spoke with Chris two days ago, and he said and I quote "I think you know how to do the big stuff, but it's the little things that matter" (Toby) "Well do you think that I am good with what I know?" (Chris)"NO"..........I suppose thats why he is in WWE isnt it.....I am not sure what to do.......It appears that the "INDEPENDENT" word has no meaning anymore....Considering we cant work for UHPW if we dont work for WXW, and so forth.....Please call me more often and lets try to hang out more....Love you Man....YOUR TOBEAST

Posted 9/22/2005 11:30 AM by Bizmark - reply

im so sorry.....

Posted 9/22/2005 2:09 PM by TheGreatMelinda - reply

Written By T-Beast (AKA TOBY)
"It seems to me that your in a bit of a situation here....I am not one to judge, but all I know is that I have never heard anything more rediculous in my life..(talking about missy)....She was always nice to me, then again I didnt live there, and You and Tanya always talked about how much of a monster she was and so I think you did the right thing by getting out....I was thinking the other day.....What ever happend to the Nathan and Toby of old......With the exception of your time with Tanya, we were unseperable......Now I know you have your drugs and partying now, but dont forget about me....I miss you Nathan and want us to be as close as we used to be......Wrestling for me has takin a bit of a downward sprial.....I spoke with Chris two days ago, and he said and I quote "I think you know how to do the big stuff, but it's the little things that matter" (Toby) "Well do you think that I am good with what I know?" (Chris)"NO"..........I suppose thats why he is in WWE isnt it.....I am not sure what to do.......It appears that the "INDEPENDENT" word has no meaning anymore....Considering we cant work for UHPW if we dont work for WXW, and so forth.....Please call me more often and lets try to hang out more....Love you Man....YOUR TOBEAST"

Yes your right you talked to me, and I did say the little stuff mather, but the question you asked was "do you think I suck?" the answer I said, I've seen worst...and IRONICALLY ENOUGH...Your comment was "YEAH LIKE NATHAN"

So don't bring this shit back to Nathan like I'm the bad guy, if I got something to say to you I'll say it, I use to have alot of respect for you but you lost all that....I'll deal with you as a professional but Toby in the real world, outside of wrestling you got a lot to learn...

First thing is not to be a damn liar...

Posted 9/22/2005 8:04 PM by ChrisImpakt - reply

I'd like to say that other than grievances with suprises in my room, which I voiced quite often to Ron, Kimmy, and Missy, who happened to be there and awake when I found the messes, I have not said anything on this matter. Am I upset that you are gone? No, but only because I was starting to think of the house as somewhat cramped with so many people living here, and am enjoying what little extra breathing room is now available. That, and the messes have stopped. (I was upset about stepping in them, and having to clean my foot each time I let my cat out.)
Do I enjoy this little war that is going on? No, because it causes stress and tention, neither of which is needed by any of us, I know that you can agree with that, that's part of why you said that you left.
Do I plan on leaving this house? Yes, eventually, I can't afford it right now, especially with my truck need a little bit of work right now.
Do I plan on having a Nathan and Tayna bashing session? No, my complaint was the dog crap in my room, that's been delt with. Other than that, I didn't have any problems with either of you.

Posted 9/23/2005 12:14 AM by Eiyma - reply

I always found your indignant, angst prone stories to be slightly amusing. What a shame we'll no longer be read about your misadventures.

Posted 9/23/2005 12:33 PM by nascent_solipsist - reply

Quoting Jhaxius, "Nathan, you need to...look at how people are."

Posted 9/25/2005 1:28 AM by nascent_solipsist - reply

Visit robd_dazzlin_urbanite's Xanga Site!

goddam you are a whining sniveling little bitch. why not just tell these people to their face what you post here? oh ......... I get it. you're a spinless little fuck who not only can't take criticism but also can't stand up for his bitch. the only thing you're good at wrestling is your own manhood.

Posted 9/30/2005 2:27 PM by robd_dazzlin_urbanite - reply

I don't have the slightest clue when you'll get/read this, but Nathan there are some people out there who value you and if something's going wrong, would like to know and attempt to help--I.E. Toby, Me, Tanya I'm sure... Just because some people don't satisfy you doesn't mean you have to disappear!

Posted 10/3/2005 6:19 PM by Phoenix_Solitude - reply

i totally forgot that you worked at the theatre man until i saw that sexy mane. and yes i know its been a while. i'll admit....and some folks dont like it, but i have tendancies to disappear for a while. its a neat trick. and yes you can come to the said shin dig.....BUT YOU MUST WEAR A COSTUME OR YOU WILL BE BEATEN WITH MANY MANY SMALL STICKS!

mike.

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Posted 10/4/2005 7:39 PM by talkingTHEtalk - reply

i still love you nathan and tanya too. dont give up. please?

Posted 10/7/2005 5:24 AM by waterfairygurl23 - reply

See you thanksgiving

Posted 10/16/2005 4:05 PM by Cian_Blizzard1990 - reply

Visit HaveNoFear_KayleighIsHere's Xanga Site!

argh, how about some mexican food with KAYLEIGH this time?

yes, splendid idea.

adios nathanster!

Posted 10/17/2005 4:42 PM by HaveNoFear_KayleighIsHere - reply

Yay I found your site =)

<3 Bekka

Posted 11/6/2005 7:11 PM by TRICKSareforkidds - reply

Well, Nathan. The other night was just alright. I think I pin pointed my sickness. The seaweed wrap. I've had liquor before [and a lot more of it] But the seaweed man....shit. lol. But anywho I've already seen Walk The Line, so maybe Saw 2 is a possibility. My phone is temporarily out of service cuz I'm broke. But I check xanga and AIM instead. My AIM is pyroperfection

Posted 12/8/2005 12:48 PM by talkingTHEtalk - reply

OH YES!!! thanks man. i appreciate the hook up. although, no one even checked my ticket at the theatre. lol. im glad i didnt pay. i'd been like, HEY SOMEONE CHECK THIS GOD DAMNED TICKET!!!! but thanks again. about the girl [erika] you may know or may not know her this is a small town ya never know. shes a very cool person though. shes a painter and real artsy and stuff. i'll bring her by sometime to introduce her to ya. i also need to come get my cds. i may do that tonite. [sun 8 06]

Posted 1/8/2006 4:01 PM by talkingTHEtalk - reply

Visit alone_in_the_dark_15's Xanga Site!

hey sexy!!!!!!!, it's me tamera and brandy scott we just wanted to tell you how much we love you and hope that ur doing good...sorry we didnt have time to read ur weblog entry but you know we try!!!!!!!! love yah and talk to you later...(comment back!)

ur favorite beasts,

tamera and brandy scott

Posted 2/1/2006 4:45 PM by alone_in_the_dark_15 - reply

nathan,
i miss you so much i truely do... you probably dont remeber meeh its been so long but i miss you and the javas just not the same with out you i remeber when you came up to me in tears bacuase you had burned all of your beutifull hair off that was a night i shall never forget.. i will always be your lil amber no matter what and thats a fact so nathan please dont forget me and give me a call sometime to ok 215-2753 i miss you nat-nat and tell tanya hay for me i love you nathan and please dont stop writing on xanga

love
your lil amber

Posted 9/21/2006 12:30 PM by devils_lil_rebel - reply